Right now my biggest fear is gaining back all of the weight that I have lost. It has been over a year & I have lost approx. 80 lbs. I am obsessed with weighing myself. I wake up in the morning with knots in my stomach because I might of gained a pound. When I look in the mirror I still see the person in the before photo. I really need to love myself and just be proud of who I am now and not focus on who I was then. I have gone down 10 pant sizes, I can see my collar bones now. So why can’t I just be happy with myself? Why am I so afraid?