Your layout brought tears to my eyes. I'm so sorry to hear that your son is hurting, and I agree ... it's scary not to know what is afflicting him. Your journaling is wonderful. It's so poignant and heartfelt. Thank you for sharing your son's story with us so that we can join together to pray for his health and safety. May God bless you in this time of hardship and uncertainty. Remember him and keep your spirit strong.