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Jouraling: As a high school graduate I’m pretty sure I thought I was going to change the world. The world needed me, I was important. As I have married and become a  Mother I have lost that fiery belief that I matter.  If you ask me if i am a important daughter of my Heavenly Father? Of course I would say I do. But those are just words.  When it really comes to it i struggle to believe its true. I haven’t done anything great. I haven't changed the world, I don’t have a degree,  or even made the slightest impact.  I stay at home sweep the floor and fold my laundry.  I will say i know my children and husband love me and need me. I know that the way i raise and guide my children could have a great impact on the world. My job of raising 5 of Gods children to be functioning decent members of society is of vital importance. But  as I run around doing all the small tasks that keep my family running it is so easy to forget what a noble calling the Lord has given me. As i forget my great calling I tend to start to get selfish, and ask  “what about me” “Why me” "When is it about me" . My struggle is that as I’m working on the small everyday tasks to be thankful for all that I have been given, to know that being a mother is a great and noble role.  My role is important and God gave it me. I hope that some day I will have full understanding of my divine role to not only my family but to my Heavenly Father