I can identify with your journaling. This is a great photo of you and I love the blended, soft edges. I really like the heart sequins seemingly floating out of the gorgeous cluster!!
I can relate too. I think you speak for a lot of women actually. The kit you chose for ths layout is perfect - the elegance of the background paper and elements adds a touch of the luxurious, and it reinforces your comment about feeling good about yourself at that moment.
I can relate too, BUT look in the mirror again I see a strong woman supporting her family, a woman doing what she has to do, a woman bringing joy to many even if it is digitally with your comments and support, a woman educating the future voters and breadwinners of your country I am sure the parents of your students appreciate you even in some small way.....that is just part of the woman I see....you have the confidence now believe in your self...I believer in you......I'll get off my soap box now...sorry if I have offended you at all