Credits: I´ll be there for you Mega Collab


Journaling reads:


My biggest fear is not having what it takes to be a good mother for you.


I´m afraid of not being there to hold your tears, or even worst be the reason of your crying.


I´m afraid to not giving you too enough love, or giving you too much…


I´m afraid of not finding the line between educating and spoiling you.


I´m afraid of being too strict or not pushing you to you best.


I´m afraid of you not knowing that I love you too much, but being a mother comes with no manual of instructions… and your mother is very very human.


Sometimes I justify myself saying than my own mother had lots of flaws and I ended well and somehow adjusted… but still I´m afraid to not be good enough.


And then, when I courage up to face this, my biggest fear, that I cry and I hold you, apparently with no reason for you to ask me “what´s wrong, mommy?” and then I answer


 Nothing, baby, just that I love you very much!