This is another one for my daughter's album....this is the ONLY picture I have of me pregnant with her. It was taken 48 hours before the emergancy c section.


this page is hybrid. The paper products are from CTMH and the digi products are:


Berna's Hip Pacific, lightness of being, and greenhouse elements
ellie's something wild, kiss me sweetheart


other kits too, sorry I haven't kept as close track with this album as with other pages


The Title is:


She wasn't just expecting a baby, she was expecting the rest of their lives


Journaling says:
I used to say that I was a mom
built for boys. And I used to say that if I had another child I would want another boy. Then I got pregnant with you. Even before we knew you were a girl, I found myself wishing for pink, hoping and knowing that it would change your dad; knowing if you were a boy, your brothers would gang up on you and leave you behind and I used these reasons to justify why I had changed my mind and was wishing for a girl.Then I slowly realized I wanted to do your hair and buy
your skirts and have some pink in my life. When we
lost you I knew I would never teach you to crochet
or watch you cuddle and play with your dolls or worry
about your first date.
I realized..... I wasn't just expecting another baby, I was expecting my baby girl and I was expecting the rest of our lives WITH YOU.


To the side of the photo it says:
This is my only picture of me pregnant with you. 48 hours before you died.