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Journaling I have this fear of always being alone. I know not where it comes from because I have a happy and content life. I have a wonderful family that is always there when I need them. I just feel that sometimes I will end up always being alone in life. I have struggled with this fear for as long as I can remember. I suppose it started when I was a teenager in high school. It scares me to think that I will end up alone and never experience the happiness of a good / stable relationship with someone. I have faith in the Lord, that in time he will send the perfect person for me but it is a very hard thing to think the unknown and possibly be alone for the rest of my life. I know not everything is perfect and comes when I want it or expect it, I would just like to know that, yes my child I have great things waiting for you if only you will be patient.
I have to trust in the Lord and know that when his timing is right, he will send the perfect person to rid this fear of being alone. I just have to keep the faith in him and pray for his timing and be sure that I am indeed ready for it when it comes. I will wait patiently for his timing and pray that someday the loneliness feeling will dissipate and the alone feeling I have will turn to one of complete happiness!