Change, using the beautiful "Autumn Splendour" by Ponytails Designs.


Journalling-
I'm sad. I'm disappointed. I'm annoyed. It doesn't change anything, though. Craig doesn't want to be married to me anymore.


The fact is, in the 7 years since we married, I've changed. I've been through life experiences that have led me to faith journeys and political shifts. I'm different, and change is hard for Craig. He's a very "black and white" guy, and my world has many many shades right now.


I wish so much that we could have worked things out, that we could have continued to walk with each other even through we didn't agree on everything. Sometimes things don't work out the way you want them to.


So... I'm gathering my strength and my resolve and preparing for the next chapter. The future won't look like I had imagined, but... maybe it can be even better. We'll see.