Journaling:


Dearest Joey,


Next Friday will be your 4th birthday. I wish that I could see you celebrate. I saw pictures from *******’s birthday party. It made me wonder what you would look like now. Would you have my coloring or your daddy’s smile? Would you prefer Tonka trucks or action figures? I wish I could know the answers.


I feel like I’ve been stranded on a desert island since you went home. Life before 2005 is a distant shadow. there are so many experiences I wish I could have shared with you. I wish I could watch you play with Rory. Would you throw your arms around her and declare “I wuv her!” like your cousin does? Would you insist on me drying the slobber off her ball before you threw it for her? Would she be sleeping in your bed every night instead of Daddy’s and mine? Would you love living closer to Granny and Grandpa, and all your aunts, uncles, and cousins?


I know that you are much happier and healthier now, but know that I still miss you sweet boy. I wish I could hold you and whisper in your ear one more time.


I love you.


Mommy


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